An ugly duckling into a lovely Swan

A year later...

2008-07-14T18:45:00.002+08:00

Haha, another year has passed... Now, I am a 3 month old registered nurse in a hospital! I faced alot of problems in the beginning... But there's a chinese proverb which i strongly believe in...let nature takes its course. Recently I have being into bags making and I have set up another online shop. Now everything is working well for me...hopefully it will be always like that...mayb a little challenges is ok, once in a while...

Tough week

2007-09-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

this week was tough for my friends and i as we have not being to ward settings for a long time, till now. Long time didn't clean sai, get bed pan, see mah fan old people. Hai...But thank god it was over! Next week will be another challenge as another major problem is here... Ahhh, good luck to me...

My father teaching in NP?

2007-07-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

Since I was in year one, there is this man who always catch my attention. Why? Because he really look like my father. his look, his laughter, his smile. He is so like my father that i actually cried when he taugth me for the first time. I cried because my father is working in a teaching relating job and when i saw that lecturer trying hard to catch the attention of the class, and failed, I can't help but imagine my own father going through the same situation. Just like my father, this lecturer is also a person who is quite shy and can't express himself well. I can't believe that there is really a person who is so "my father look alike". Haha, now for at least 3 mondays i can see my "father" teaching me.

Being punctural is no longer important?

2007-06-22T10:08:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why people are always late for meetings, outing, school etc.? What's the use of setting a certain time to meet up when the people never meet on time? What's a point of inventing and using a clock when people can never "read" from it?
Why people nowadays don't feel shame or awkward when they are late and keep their friends waiting. Not even a "sorry" is heard. And because there is these type of people, the people who always waits ended coming late for the meeting too as they know that the other party will still be late.

Doesn't even one in this world feels that time is precious, anymore? Doesn't anyone knows that that time wasted on waiting can be used to complete many things? To a dying patient, even an extra minute on earth is precious, because he can see his loved ones 1 minute more before he leave this world. Just imagine if the patient's relatives were late, they will regret for the rest of their life.
So please...whoever is reading my blog, please pass this message around to tell others that TIME IS PRECIOUS!

Tired but having fun!

2007-05-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

Today half of my classmate and i skip lecture and went to the school sport complex for a game for badminton. Different clicks and groups came together to play badminton. It was fun! Although, we sweat a lot and smelled very stinky, it was full of laughter too. We hope that we could have this type of activities every week, so that we can bond together more. Some more, this is our last year in school, so must make full use of school facilities.Hehehe...

Year 3, a blessing or a curse?

2007-04-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

School starts and I am back in school again. I was excited at first, to see my friends and classmate back in school All of us have exciting things to talk about our vacation or clinical attachment. It is our third and final year in poly and 6 months later we will be having our PRCP attachment for the rest of the year.

Suddenly, I felt that I have so little time to be in Ngee Ann, to be with my friends. 6 months later, all of us will be going to different hospital for our attachment and after that 6 months, everyone will be working. And when that happen, it will really decrease the time we will spend together. As I am bonded to a hospital under Singhealth while most of my friends were bonded to National Health care group, we can't even see each other at cluster's gatherings or meetings. The thought of these really makes my tear flow down my face. Now, I really wished that I could at least have a chances to go on a trip with them and do many many activities together before it is too late. That is why I acted childishly these few days, and only was thinking about playing and shopping.

Now i finally understand why the working adults always say it is better to be a student. That is because when you are a working adult, you tend to loss more than you are gaining. I don't think that you will still find a friend who really thinks like you in the working world. Even if you have found one, she may not be in the same working shift as you. You wouldn't have the time to talk and chat as you have tons of work wait for you to complete. I don't think that you will even spend time chatting on the phone as you might find it childish to gossip on the phone like little girls. Then everyone will be busy with their own life and no body bother to care about your problems.

I HATE THIS LIFE....

A Chinese restaurant in west mall Sucks...

2007-04-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

Today, Erika and i went to a Chinese restaurant in West Mall to have our lunch. It was once our favourite restaurant and we were both disappointed after today's meal.
1. every staff in the restaurant seems very busy, even though there wasn't many customers( it was around 1.45 to 2pm). In the past, every staff look very energetic and each time when u entered the place, they are always ready to greet you(no matter how busy they are). Now, I feel like i am not welcome in this place. There is no one to take orders from you,no one to pour you tea and give you some simple advice like " allow the flowers to soak longer in the water to allow flavour to be absord into the tea". They just simply treat you transparent. Erika ordered a "la mian" with vegetable pork dumpling while i have ordered a "la main" in special meat sause. When the food arrived on our table...We were very disppointed and shocked! My meat sause 'la mian" only got one tidy piece of meat and Erika's dumpling tastes of vegetable only. We felt kanna cheated. After our meal, we went on to talk about our other money making plans. The table was in a mess and NO ONE took the initative to clean up the table for us. We have paid 10% service for this kind of service. Hai...

I'm back!

2007-04-07T10:56:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, I'm back from my Pulau Redang! It so fun, fun, fun! OK, now i am going to share my 4 days in Malaysia.

Day 1(Monday, night):
I was feeling nervous and excited for my trip as it was the second time going overseas without my family. There were 22 student and 4 adults(2 lecturer and 2 diving instructor from Singapore) going for the trip.We set off by bus from a local shopping center at 10pm. The journey took us 10 over hours. Sad to say that I did not enjoy the ride. The seat was very uncomfortable and small and the air- conditional was very cold. My friends and I could hardly sleep.

Day 2(Tuesday, morning):
We arrived at a jetty to take a speed boat to Pulau Redang. I had a history of seasick so when I board the speed boat, I was very afraid. I don't even dare to look outside the window of the boat. However, thank god it is a smooth ride. We arrived at our destination at around 10am.

The resort we were staying was located near the beach. The view was beautiful. The sea water was clear and blue. It is so clear until you could actually see the coral just 1 meter below the sea with your naked eyes.

We checked in after a briefing by a resort management people. I shared the room with 3 of my other friends. The room was very clear ad the best of all is that we could see the sea from our room window. After we have settled down, we changed into our swimsuit and went for our lunch. The lunch was delicious. It taste just like my mom's cooking. the fruits was very sweet and fresh.

After our lunch, that's the time when the real adventure begins. We were divided into two groups; one will do snorkeling first and diving the next day, the other group will do the opposite. My friends and i were the lucky ones to do the diving first. We got our gear( a pair of flippers, mask, oxygen tank and weights) and set off to another nearby island. Before we start the actual diving, we were taught of some basic sign language and skills that we have to use underwater. As the current was quite strong, we have trouble standing at the position.

After some time, we were all ready to dive into the deep blue sea... the life under the sea was really like the ones in the movie"finding Nemo". It was so colourful and beautiful. we got to play with the clown fish and see fishes swimming everywhere. The clown fish bite my hair. I manage to see what a live sea cumber was. It was soft and look like doggy poo.When u squeeze it, water will "fly out". Very funny. The flippers that i was wearing make it hard for me to swim, therefore most of the time i was touching the sea bed and trying to balance myself. After a couple of hours, we went back to the resort on a boat. All of us were having fun and tired.

We slept early that night, after dinner, at 8pm.

Day3(Wednesday):

That day, we woke up at 7pm to get ready for another day of wonders and fun! The breakfast was simple but delicious. We got ready our equipment and set off to the marine park by a big boat. When we reach there, we could see many fishes swimming towards the humans during feeding time. All the fishes were very colourful and huge.
We were given beard to feed the fishes and while feeding them, i managed to touch the fishes. The scale was very smooth and beautiful. The ray of the sun shines into the sea bed and it was really very nice.

After that, we went back to our resort and have our lunch. usually i eat very little at home, but over there the food was really very nice and fresh. We went another round of snorkeling again to another island after lunch.

The other was as beautiful as the rest, the fishes found there was unique and some are weird looking. My friends and I went exploring the sea with a local diving instructor and he had shown us many many nice sea creature. We had lots of fun and laughter. Before we knew it, we were drifting far away from the boat. Our lecturer was worried around us as we were not where to be seen by her. Just then, she heard our laughter and saw the four of us, with the diving instructor swimming slowly towards her. When we reach the boat, she said that the four of us were bullying the instructor(which is, of course, not true...). We went back to our resort to wash up.

After that, my group leader suggested that we play a game of tug-of-war. After 3 rounds, my team won. But by then all of us had body aches everywhere. I hardly have the strength to eat my dinner. Dinner that night was great. We were having bbq.

I didn't eat much during the dinner and at around 9pm, I got hungry and went to grab some toast. Just then, someone came to us and said that there is a turtle coming on shore to lay eggs. We quickly rush to take a look. I heard from a local that it was a rare sight to see the turtle come on shore to lay eggs. And he said that there was a turtle who came to the very same spot to lay her eggs, 3 years ago. He also said that we were very lucky to see this rare, yet amazing sight. As we all know, turtle are very slow animals. It took her 3 hours to finally dig a hole that is deep enough for her to lay her eggs. At that time, it was already 12+am. We were mostly tired. When she started laying her first egg, many of us took photos of the process. The eggs were huge and look like ping pong balls. After that, she put back all the sands with her 4 strong flippers. The flippers was so strong until the sand flew and can reach our face. She did a little sand bathing before returning to the sea. We manage to took some pictures with her before she left.

At about 2am, we went back to our room to sleep...

Day 3(Thursday and finally day of our Pulau Redang Trip)

We woke up at 7am to wash up and pack up our stuff. We had our breakfast and went to thank our host for their great hospitality. We set off and after 12 hours, we were back in Singapore, back to our loved ones, back to my nice, comfortable bed. I really enjoyed those 4 days and hope that i could really go back there again some day.

Good food, Fun time.

2007-03-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Today Erika and i went to the new shopping center, Central. Because it is a newly opened shop, there are many shops still under renovation. However the food over there looks very nice, and the shops sells many cool stuff. can't wait for the whole shopping center to open.

Weee...

2007-03-27T09:03:00.000+08:00

Please do go and view my online shop, selling handmade wired ring... Pai seh, just started business, so it is a little disorganised. Please bear with me. Please help me recommand to your friends and family if you think that my work looks nice. Thank you.

2007-03-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

I felt that this year is really my lucky year. So many wonderful things has happen to me, and i am grateful for all these events. For my attachment, i got a very strict lecturer as my clinical instructor. At first i was very afraid of her, but she has taught me lots of things. then last Monday, i went for a sponsorship interview. The sister who interviewed me was very nice too. She is friendly and really make me feel calm. She also given me some good advice. Hmm, i wonder will i get the bond of not. If got the bond , then every month can swim in money pool liao...Hahahaha...Michelle(I) never change....this coming Saturday is another money making day. I am going to sell my jewelleries in a carnival. Hope that my skill is well appreciated. 2 weeks later i will not be in singapore...I am going on a trip...Wohooo. So happy, happy, happy!

2007-03-21T11:18:00.000+08:00

hooray..then monment that i've been waiting for...HOLIDAY! WooHoo, free from attachment, work, exams and stress!

Bzzzzzz....

2007-01-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

Just finished 4 projects and 2 individual assignment last week. This week got 3 exam, 2 weeks later got another 3 exam...SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!!! then later, a month of attachment and TA DA...I will be a year 3 student liao. XD. poly life passes so fast, faster than in secondary school. OMG, i going to have heart attack soon...
Looking on the bright side: chinese new year!!! Ang Pao, come to mama... I love you! $.$.... Then, after my exam, i am going to set my online business, selling my handmade jewelleries(yea). so excited! Can't wait...

Concert, not my cup of tea.

2007-01-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Recently, i have been to the SHE at the indoor stadium. It was a pretty nice one, but i think it's just not my cup of tea. I just don't feel the excitment and enjoyment of the whole concert. However, i am glad that i've this once a life time experience. Thanks to my sister, for buying some pad and entered a contest and won tix to the show. Got to see the boy band, fei lun hai. Handsome lor... like that wu zhun guy a lot...he is so cute!that is the only time when i got out of my seat, my eyes open big, big. I realised that after slimming down, selina really look hot and sexy( i am not a les) and why dont ella wear a dress or skirt? If she wear skirt, i might enjoy the show. I mean, it is weird to see a girl wearing pants all the time, looking like a boy.

After the show, I had trouble going home. It just happened that that saturday there was a soccer match between malaysia and singapore. So soccer match + SHE concert = many many ppl.(maybe half of the singapore population is at kallang that night). there was a traffic jam at the kallang area. Must wait super long to get a bus. Somemore, sister need to use toilet and it's 12 in the morning! Hai... Lucky got caring dad to the rescue, he drove to orchard and meet us there to fetch us home. LOVE YOU DAD! I must think of what to buy for him as a b'day gift so that can really thank him for what he had done for us...

Tired

2007-01-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

For the part three days, i was very tired. Our school was having open house and i got to sell my jewelleries. Everyday have to take care of the booth from day to evening..Zzzzz. Business was not so good neither was it poor. Manage to earn about $140 in total. But got heard alot of compliments from teachers and friends, so happy. After these three days, i seriously thinking of sell my jewelleries online; just need to figure out how it is being done. ERIKA, HELP!!!!!

next week is the day!

2007-01-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hooray! next week is the week i have to looking forward to. I got to sell my jewellery at the open house! Today i went to see my lecturer to show here my jewelleries. She has taught me some way of doing business. Wow, i didn't know that there is so much to do! So, over the weekends have to set the price and think of ways to display the jewelleries! CAN'T WAIT!

Stress again

2007-01-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Holiday's over stressful life starts again. Nice to see my friends again, miss them so much during the holiday. But now have to catch the train again...i have 3-4 projects to pass up soon. Sian...

A dress!

2006-12-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

yeaterday i went shopping with Erika and a friend...so fun! went to town to shop for new year clothes. I bought a dress for only $15! it looks like a night gown at first but when i put it on, it looks not bad. So happy as i always wanted a dress. When i was young, i wasn't able to wear or buy any dress due to overweight. I had big arms, and tire around my stomach, so wearing a dress is impossible. Now, well, i still got that large arm but i have the confidences to wear a dress! Can't wait to buy more dress!

Sleep OVER night!

2006-12-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

yey.. today going erika's house for a sleep over night! so excited. we are going to have lots of fun activities, starting from cooking our own dinner. Then we will be helping a friend of ours to have a make over, cool... But Shhhhh, that friend still don't know of our evil plans. Then we will have facial and manicure. We are going to spend our christmas eve with tons of fun!CAn't wait!

Great Day!

2006-12-24T13:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a great day for me. I get to be a boss for a day! And I earned $100 in 4hours! So happy! I found out that selling things is not as easy as it seems to many. So what if u've got the capital to set up a business, the produce to sell to the people? There are many environmental factors required for u to earn big $$$. you need alot of luck, i just found out. If u are lucky, "rich people" will come and buy lots of your things. If u are not so lucky, you barely get 10 customers for the whole day!and there are also other people who try to take away your feng shui by moving their "store" nearer to you, blocking your store etc. So lucky is very important in doing business. But it was really a good experience for me. Alot of people said that my handmade jewelries were nice, some people even suggest me to really set up a shop and sell my stuff. hehehe...i blushing liao.

is it a dream come true?

2006-12-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

haha, i just couldn't believe it! in 2 hours time, i can sell some of my handmade jewelries!AHHH...thanks to daddy. He got me a booth to sell my masterpiece at a near by flea market today!I can't wait. I really hope tat i earn some money from it...because I AM BROKE! Christmas may be a time for love and sharing but it is also a time when you will really get broke to the max. need some cash to buy more presents. some more chinese new year is approaching soon, need to buy new clothes.
But too bad, the flea market thingy is only open for 2 hours, dunno whether can earn enough money or not...:(

MOM N DAD IS BACK!

2006-12-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hooray, mom and dad was back 2 days ago from their 2nd honey moon... please don't mistaken ah, they are not divorce and remarried ah... They just go before my mom really wants to go yunan and just nice my dad wants to claim leave. when they are not at home, i so sad you know? Have to do lots of housework and some more got attachment...very tiring! they have brought back alot of things from yunan. I am very glad that they are back, safe and sound.

A few days ago chat with erika, then got to ask her about her lastest plan... Hooray, can't wait to party at her house!

Break!!!

2006-12-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

Wow hoo... Freedom once again. I have just completed my attachment at KKH. Well, it's a nice place but i guess i am simply a lazy person, so always can't wait to end attachment. I will most probably apply for the bond there. Hopefully, i will make the right choice and i will get the bond. I don't really want the bond because of the bond, but it's because i need a job. Ha ha, when i say that, it really doesn't sounds like i love nursing. I really don't know the answer. I like playing with kids, nursing ppl, but i still don't know how to cope with the admin work, the responsibility, the stress etc. Ahhhh, i don't know what i want!!! maybe sign bond first then think later...or should i think carefully first???????????????????????

!st attachment at KK hospital

2006-12-05T09:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my first attachment to kk Hospital. It's another new world for me.All the patients are so cute and so small... They cute little smile really brighten up my day. However, as usual, the sister of the ward is very fierce and everything we do, she will be looking closely. KKH is another "shopping Mall", just like TTSH. There got macdonalds,kopitiam, many many shops selling baby stuffs. they is even a shop selling assessories! I heard ppl said that kkh's nurses are very strict...well, it is kinda true...because the parents are always watching your moves, so u have to e knowing what u are doing. However, they are also nice ppl who is willing to joke with u.

Day 1 of survivor

2006-11-25T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was day 1 of surviving without mom and dad. They went to Malacca for a meeting and maybe 2nd honey moon. I was alone at home for the whole day...Boring, had to study for common test next week. Then at night my sis and I cooked curry rice from those instant mix...It was so delicious! I am so proud of myself...Hohohoooo...

Today is day 2 of surviving without mom and dad...Alone at home again( well, not really alone but my bro is still sleeping. so i am all alone doing my things). Tomorrow they will be back, Hope that they will be bring tons of stuff back. Must reward me for taking care of the house, u know...

Money, money,money!

2006-11-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahahaha, finally the day that i have been waiting for has arrived! I can finally sell my handmade jewelleries! Can be my own boss for 3 days some more. It will be on my school's open house next year. So excited...Hohohoho...money, money, money!!!so now need to prepare my swimsuit so that i can swim in the pool of $$$$.

It's alive!!!!

2006-11-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hooray, my hand phone is once alive again on 12 nov 2006. But before that it went to coma, so now it has memory loss...It's ok, i will help it to recover from it as soon as possible. It's hospital fee very expensive ley, $96. A bit heartache...Went to celebrate my sis b' day on sun. Ate Billy Bomber, the quantity is huge but not shiok for me ley. actually we wanted to go to MOF(ministry of Food) to eat but there was a private party going on...so, like that lor.

Sad day!

2006-11-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today ia a sad day for me...Because my perious nokia phone is pronounce dead at 1300, today. Cause of death is drowning in a "pool" of water...Its murderer is a fruit tree fresh water bottle.the bottle got a hole causing a leak in my bag and therefore kill my phone....BUUUUHUUUUHUUUU, SO SAD.
lucky for me, i still got the warranty card, and my old hp. So got to use that lan phone now....I really, really love my nokia phone ley.
To make things worst, i got 3 projects to complete and present next week. So tired! Someone, pls save me!

Contact lense!!!

2006-10-22T11:48:00.000+08:00

Hi-pee, I finally bought contact lenses!!! So happy. Yesterday it's my first day wearing it. There is a instructor teaching me how to wear it. Wow, it took me 1 whole hour to wear a pair of contacts. Haha, i guess the instructor wanted to vomit blood liao. It feels uncomfortable at first but i find that it defines my big round eyes. After that i went to my ah gong house. All my relative said i was pretty...Hohohohooo( the evil laughter).

2 more days to school!

2006-10-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

today is saturday, 2 more days to school reopen...miss my friends very much, can't wait to see them in school on monday! dunno our new lecturers fun or not.
Yesterday, i was at home the whole day making jewelleries. I felt a great sense of achievement after makng so many earrings, bracelet, necklace and brooches. I loveeeeee jewllery making. Hope to sell it some day, so that i can reach my goal of swimming the a pool of $$$$$.WooHooo...

Fun,,,Fun

2006-10-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Today just came back from chalet...so fun. Although we didn't really play or go to many places but it was still fun!we want to take the ride on the sentosa luge and go- cart, it was kinda scary and cool at the same time. We also went to the beach and got to see some sea creature. there was a purple colour jelly fish( my fave. colour), a slug, mini crab and fishes...so cute! Then, at night, we had Ben and Jerry ice for dessert, so yummy yummy. After that we keep on talking and gossiping through the night till 3 plus in the morning. Couldn't get much sleep thought. We were thinking of going on a cruise trip the next time...it would be so fun and luxurious. Woohoo!

Mothers are all the same

2006-10-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

Why mothers are all the same ah? why they so naggy and ask so many questions. Recently my mom keep on bugging me about my brother's love relationship....How was i to know how's my brother's love line? I am not his shadow and I haven't really talk to my brother lately and i am definitely not interested in his love life now...So if u want to find out about his love life now, ask him yourself lah. I don't want my brother to think that he has a nosy ,kpo family, that he can't turn to anyone in the family to talk to if he got any troubles. I want to give him space and i believe he knows what he is doing. All i can do as a sis, is to give some little advice and whether he take in or leave it is his choice. Well, i guess this is mother love ...the moment we are born into this world, parents have to start worrying if the child has any deformities? will he be naughty? will he grow up well? will he catch a cold? will he perform well in studies? will he get into a good school? will he have bad companies as friends? will he get a good job? will he get a good girlfriend? will he married a good wife? is he financially stable? will there be anyone looking after his children? etc....

No wonder there are so many many women in the whole wide world thinking twice about having a baby. Yep, babies are cute, but they bring with them lots of responsiblity, trouble and stress fro the parents. How ah, i scare i will be like that when i got married and have my own children...

well, let me say this, i am not angry with my mother for being nosy or what... i just hope that she could trust us more and don't give herself more stress. If she is worried about us, just talk to us nicely and give us a choice to choose.

sad day...

2006-09-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today I was scolded by a customer...hai, so sad. Why people like to make life difficult for other people? this is how's the story goes:
i was working in the box office sell tickets, the person who at the counter beside me has logged out and prepare to go home. Her counter was a special counter that serve people with advanced booking or customer with visa platinum. since she had logged out, my manger asked me to serve the customer with advance booking first. I did it, but i felt sorry for the customer in my queue. He had to wait for me to serve the advance booking ppl then him. Then when i serve all the advance bookings already, this ****** who thought that just because he've got a platinum means he don't have to queue up. I asked him to queue up because there are so many people in the line and my poor customer is still waiting for me to serve him. HELLO!!! you just waited for less than one minutes and u demand that i serve u just because u have a platinum card, BIG DEAL!!! just because u got a visa platinum, means that people around u are transparent, and u are the king is it? Omg, he still complain to my manager about it...lucky, my manager understand the situation well and didn't scold me. I can't believe hat i cried because of those ******, and my patience customer still talk to me nicely despite me making him waited so long because of those ******. so glad that there is someone who understand this customer service is not a easy thing. Bad day today...lucky tomorrow don't have to work.

Ouch...

2006-09-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

haha, today i took 3 naps because i am not feeling well. Today 1st day of menses and yeah, OUCH!!!!! somemore suppose to work today but i had to call to my workplace to say that i couldn't work. Hai, i don't understand, why my sis don't have cramps but i got it almost everytime. Some more it is today, not a day early or later but today, when i am suppose to work. Dunno is it a good or bad thing. So now i at home resting, hoping that tml i would be better and can work(need $$, u know).

holiday...Woohoo!

2006-09-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

holiday holiday....so happy! finally got to rest! now i want to sleep, eat, play, lays around and rot to death.

WHY TODAY SUCKS BIG TIME....

2006-09-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

WHY TO DAY SUCKS BIG TIME?
well, i don't know. maybe it's because I CAN GO ARAB STREET...
i have been waiting for a month( or more than that) to go to Arab street with my best friend. However, the day before we are going, she said she can't go... the most angry part of it is that she didn't take the initiative to tell me that she can't go. it's until i call her then she tell me. THANKS AH, FOR THAT...
Then, today we suppose to have a meeting at school, then she say she wasn't feeling well, so she can't go. well, it is fine with me actually, because i can't force her to go to school if she is feeling unwell.
But it feels like i am slipping off the edge of a cliff, then holding on to a rope, then she instead of helping me, she was cutting the rope and let me fall.
Then, the morning DJ on the radio SUX BIG TIME...exaggerating and annoying. early in the morning play those sad and violent songs. Wow, those songs really make my day sia.
At the meeting today, there are suppose to be 13 ppl there but only got 6 of us only. then they really got some time management issue sia. I HATE TO WAIT!
I am suppose to come u with a schedule for a 3 day event, i sms 11 ppl for their timetable but only 4 had given me theirs...WAW, THANKS A LOT FOR YOUR COROPERATION...

Another day with dad

2006-09-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

Today, my dad brought my brother and me to the Republic of Singapore Armed Forces (RSAF)open house. The weather was very hot and there were many visitors, even though it was only 9am. It was boring at first, all those men's stuff and plus the super hot weather, I was feeling kinda bored. However, I thought differently when i saw the special performance by the RSAF. They were displaying how the F18 fly and do some stunts in the air. The sound made by the plane was deafening and there were parachute-rs flying in the sky. It was very exciting and i felt proud, to be a Singaporean. So nice...
After that, we went to the Singapore and I bought two pair of shorts, super cheap! Some more, it is from 37 degrees. In the evening, we went to west mall for dinner, at mayims. So yummy, we ordered a lot of food (he-he, because it is daddy who is paying, so never mind, can order a lot!) and I felt full and satisfied after that. It was my brother's first time going to the Mayims, as he never hang out with the family much. After he tried the food, he love it too. So happy, because I am glad that I could share my love for food (at mayims) with my friends and family!

Conclusion of the day:It was a fun day going out with daddy, he pays for everything and bring us to fun places.

A movie date with dad

2006-09-03T07:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday night I went on a movie "date" with my dad. My mom and sis when to Malaysia for my cousin's graduation while my brother was working, so just left my dad and I. I was bored at home, so I suggest my dad and i catch a movie at night. We watched "the devil wears prada". It was a nice show but not so funny as i had expected.

Tired...again

2006-09-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

today is the fifth day of my attachment...tiring sia but kinda trying to adapt to the new surrounding. TTSH looks like a shopping center on the 1 level and the overall envoirnment look very plesant. There is a super handsome medical student there too. wha, he has a nice smile and cute face, my saliva almost come out...too bad, today was his last day of attachment...boohoo. Well, hope that next week is a good week too!

A student's nightmare

2006-08-27T09:12:00.000+08:00

Today, I woke up in tears...I had a terrible nightmare. In the nightmare, I am a student who is trying my very best to get good result and to impress one of my lecturer. I got a 34/40 for my paper and i was so happy because i thought i finally did it, i have proved myself good enough to be my lectuere's student. In a part of my nightmare, my lecturer asked the class a question. I flipped every books and notes I've got, looking for the answer. However, my lecturer sat down beside me and told me this," every time when i turned around, i saw you talking to a friend beside you...you are not fit to be in my class. leave this place now!" after hearing this, I packed my stufff and the whole class was looking at me. I kept all my notes and books into my bag. In my mind i was thinking," you asked me to find out something, i found already. You want me to note down what you say, I also have done that. I got 34/40 for your test and now, i found out that everything i do, YOU DON"T KNOW IT. you have sterotype me from the start."

Well, sad to say that this dream sort of reflects my real life situation. No matter how hard i try to prove to my lecturer, he won't see. He only notice me when i am talking, couldn't answer his question or when i happens to fell asleep. He is some one i respect but I think He thinks that I am not someone worthy of his respect and teaching me is a waste of his time. Sad to have this type of lectuerer...but that's life...

A day in bugis

2006-08-25T13:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i went to bugis with a friend. Over there, we saw another side of bugis; a more relax, older, Malay and less hip side of bugis. I love that place, well it's Arab street to be exact. Over there were many old shop house with hidden treasure it them. We could find many nice and cheap stuff. The shopkeepers were friendly and even though we may not be buying anything, they will still smile and say thank you. There were many cafe, which has those really comfortable sofa and sells very nice coffee. Unlike the other side of bugis, the young and hip one, the Arab street is a quieter place and a smell of asia. I would love to go back there again soon, with lots of money and go for a shopping spree!

Exam is over!

2006-08-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

hi-pee, exam is over liao...so happy. but also feeling a bit sad. i had just lent my friend some money yesterday. Being a stingy person, my heart ache a little. Actually i can get over the money issue, because i know that i will get it back soon... but these few days, i have many things to purchase(my mrt pass, top up my card, eat and drink). A sudden lost of so much money, my heart super super aching sia...

OK, i have to think positive now. Next week i will get my pay, two weeks later my friend will return me the money(i hope) and another two weeks later i will get paid for my attachment. So, i will be rich again(WOOOHOOO). i am imagining me swimming in a pool of money...

Worst day of my life?

2006-08-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

today is a very very bad day for me...
1. today is first day of menses
2. i Q up at the wrong Q for the shuttle bus to school.Saw the bus left right in front of me.
3. today almost late for exam
4. feeling sleepy while doing exam
5. having cramps during exam
6.found out that some big month ppl told the others that we were given tips for exam
7. the lecturer are resetting the papers because of that...
8. because of that, have to revise on everything and not just focusing on the given topic.
9. oh, did i mention that my ankle still haven't really recover yet.

Omg, Omg, Omg...HELP ME!!!

Ouch!!!

2006-08-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

Ouch...my ankle hurts...I went to a nearby shopping centre for a break from studies and while i was walking down the stairs, i missed a step and you can guess what happen next. Some more, i fell in front of a man, then he show that " it's none of my business" face to me. I felt like saying..."THANK YOU FOR WATCHING...IT'S VERY HELPFUL OF U". oh well, just my luck...
In the evening, i went to the seventh month's dinner which is held just below my house. it was kinda boring, sitting right beside a bunch of noisy aunties, but at least the foods were nice. the shark fin soup was kinda tasteless, however, there is a lot of fins in my bowl. It's my first time going to the seventh month's dinner and i feel that it is even better than the dinner i had 2 months ago. It was my secondary school's anniversary celebration dinner and it suck big time. At least for this seventh month dinner, no one to spoilt my mood, the food wasn't sucky, the weather was fine.

Goong ROX!

2006-08-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've finish watching a Korean TV drama,"Goong". It's so damn nice and touching. Once i dried my tears, then it will start flowing down my cheek again... How i wish my life will be like the TV drama's final episode, a fairy tale ending. I strongly recommand everyone who can read or hear chinese, to watch it. Its worth your time and tears...haha.

tired...

2006-08-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

I am feeling very drownsy now, because i had just taken my cough medicine. But i don't feel like sleeping ley, the night is still young.Now, my whole family got the cough, thanks for my brother. He passed the cough to us, plus the hot, polluted air, everybody is sick. So unfortunate to get this cough now, because i am suppose to be studying for my exam...boohoo...

day dreaming again...

2006-08-16T19:36:00.000+08:00

i guess when a person is bored studying, your mind will keep wonder off to "lala land". Today, i thought of the delicious meal that i had 2 weeks ago. the place is at clementi park. It looks old but the surprise is hidden in it. it is a 2 storey
buffet restuarant. there were italy, jap and local food section. i remember taking alot of food; tako ball, spaghetti, cakes, ice cream, seafood, laksa, beef and chicken chop, satay, soup, chicken rice, salad, pizza, finger food, sushi, jelly, steam bun and siew mai, noodles, latte, cappacino, food juice. The food that i love the most is the herbal soup....yummy, yummy. oh yeah, there is also yoghurt in frozen strawberry, sweet! i remembered having tummy upset for 2 days, due to eating too much good food. hahaha, but if very miserable sia. if i get to go there again, i will choose my food wisely. lucky i didn't gain weight.

Attachment coming again...

2006-08-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

this time round i have to go to TTSH for my attachment...hai, so far away from the place where i am living. have to wake up early liao... I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!!this time round it is a four weeks attachment, sian. But, I will survive! i have come this far in this course and i am not giving up just because i am attached to TTSH. lucky for me, the CF is a nice one and got so many familiar faces doing attachment with me. Wish me good luck!

Wow, long time no write!

2006-08-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

haha, just seen the last post of my blog and found out that i hasn't been writing for a long.....long....time. Today, i started writing again is because, i have a sudden urge to express my feelings right now.
just now, when i was doing revision for my exam, a sudden thought of " i wonder how's my primary school friends are doing right now". it's weird that that thought actually come to me after 6 years since i left primary school. i began to imagine, what would it be like if we have a gathering? when i meet them, will i reconginse most of them? how much have they changed? Are the boys more handsome and mature now? Are the girls still so sweet and cute as they were in primary school?
the thought of these make me excited, that it make me want to write it down here, to share my thoughts with the viewers of my blog.

PS: btw, I am from St. Anthony Primary school, 6 years ago, in class 6-3(in 1999). if anyone is from that class, please give me your details( ur name, your photo, so that i can recall u) to this e-mail, michelletanyq@otmail.com.....thanks.

No time...Must catch the train

2005-08-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Before i come to poly, i always thought that 3 years was long... however, i was wrong. 3 weeks ago just come back from attachment then 2 more weeks is the exam liao...AHHHHH....then no time to study for exam cause all these 5 weeks got lots of projects to do...so stressful. now don't even have time to look at guys...so sad. I felt bad that i reject my friends when they ask me out. but i simply have no time. i realise that not every course is relaxing. Mine was stressful and sometimes my friends from other course don't understand what i am feeling and thought that i am over-reacting about the tests and exams...

Attachment....

2005-07-23T04:52:00.000+08:00

Past few days i have to go to my attachment in bedok. So far away from my house sia...Hai. But i like it there. The nurses are finally and are willing to teach us everything.There are some ite student at the attachment with us too. I always thought that ite students are naugthy and rebelious, however, these ite students are not. They were nice and hardworking people. One of them was a 30 years old woman, wow that is so hard to believe. Althought they are from ite, they are determine to do their best and become a good nurse in the future.I admire their courage and determination. I had learnt alot of things during these attachment, hope i could be a good nurse like them.

Finally...a week break!

2005-07-16T01:36:00.000+08:00

Finally i could take a break from textbooks/lectures. Phew, just want to go shop shop and shop till i drop. Just found out what i got for my test. 1 B, 2 D and a F...boohoo, for getting F in my microbiology paper. But never, i didn't really put in effort in studying that subject anyway. But i am so happy that i got a B for my anatomy paper...i have studied so hard for that, u know...

After this week, i am going for a 2 weeks attachment. I am having mixed feelings now, excited and nervous at the same time. Excited that i could put on my uniform and can go experience something new. Nervous because i don't know what to do...Oh well, man man lai bah...hope that i could cope with this task.

Yawn....

2005-07-07T09:11:00.000+08:00

today is the third day of the common test. Didn't do well for the pass 2 days. so bored and depressed.today's aper was slightly easier, maybe because i don't have much to study( others subjects require to study 17 chapter!). Lucky tml no test, but stll have to go to sch cause still got one lecture.Sian...Hope that it was saturday now so that i can relax a bit...Haiii

Common test again....

2005-06-27T08:49:00.000+08:00

thought that i am free from common test from the day i left secondary school. However, i was wrong. Two more weeks is my common test liao, follow by a vaction. I am afraid that i wouldn't do will for my test but i am looking forward to my clinical attachment...hipee, the uniform is so pretty. I love it! cant wait to wear it. ERika had just started her school..hope thst she adapt well...

Time really passes by so fast!

2005-06-19T04:52:00.000+08:00

It's the end of the 4th week, 2 more weeks to go till test and clinical attachment. My best friend is going to start her school soon too. which means that we got even lesser time to talk on the phone/ going out together etc.Time really passes very quickly, everyday i find myself getting closer and closer to becoming a nurse...it's amazing. hope that i could really fulfil my dream of being a good and well-trained nurse!

Struggling with Anatomy...

2005-06-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

So hard! Why secondary school don't offer pure biology for normal academic students...Oh god, oh please help me...all the names so difficult to remember and got so many body parts.

School is so fun!!!

2005-05-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

Everything is so new to me...Ths school is big and like a maze.Best of all, there is AIR CONDITION however i have to climb a slope everyday, haven't got to the class already sweat like hell. The people there are nice and friendly. The envoirnment there is peaceful and suitable for studying. However, in poly there is no such thing as spoon feeding, we have to do everything ourselves. There is also all kinds of food in the canteens...there got sell octopus ball, muai chee, sushi and my fav. mee heon kuay!!! there are also many breaks in between lessons(hipee)it's like i got 1 lesson at 8 then after that got break for 4 hours and then lessons again...so shiok!

School tomorrow

2005-05-24T07:37:00.000+08:00

Feeling a bit nervous b cos tomorrow, i am stepping into a new world;a world full of cool people, lectures everyday, projects and freedom. I am abit scare that i would still be to naive for this new beginning...i don't know whether i would be able to fit in or will i be left behind? Hai...

Go Psylocke, Go!!!!

2005-05-20T05:10:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my sch camp, IT WAS FUN!!!! Got to know lots of friends...the food is ok....and we sleep in air- con room, so everything is quite nice. The only thing i dun like is that we need to share toilet together and have to play in mud and butter(YuK!!!)...

It's my birthday!!!

2005-05-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

hip hip hooray, it's my birthday today! I had the most wonderful time today...
First thing in the morning, many of my friends sent sms to wish me a happy birthday. It was so nice of them to wait till midnight to wish me happy birthday.

Then, my dad brought the whole family to the Pariss international buffert restaurant today for lunch. The food was Mmmmmm...they have loster salad, sashimi, sushi(hope that SH was there, because that was her fav.), tempura, western food, chinese dim sum, shark fin soup,goose liver, lots of yummy cakes and ice-cream. After that, my mom, sis and I went to shopping without the guys. We bought many clothes.

When i reach home after that, i opened my mail and find my bao bei, Erika, sent me alot of presents that she bought and do by herself. and she wrote a very lovely and meaningful poem. I m so touch. No wonder i love her so much!

Boring....

2005-04-25T10:27:00.000+08:00

boring boring boring.... nothing to do but work work work all day. Life without my "sister" is so quiet and bored.Most of us miss her very much.

I feel so sad now...

2005-04-22T12:25:00.000+08:00

I feel so sad now, a friend of mine from my workplace had been sacked. I am not sure what happen as i am off shift. but i feel sad. She was like a sister to me, taught me alot of stuff, buy lots of things for me and make funny jokes to make me laugh. She was the one who make me look forward to going to work everytime and make me feel like working life is not as bad as i think it has been(back stabbing, gossiping etc.)she's not like what everyone has said of her; trying to take advantage of my good personality to borrow money from me. I feel happy working with her.

now there is no one to have fun with...how life would be without her?????

Can't wait for school to start!

2005-04-16T03:35:00.000+08:00

Went for the registion yesterday. WHen i enter the compound of Ngee Ann Polytechic, i had a sudden feeling of going back to the school days life. Those good old days; sitting at the bench outside the carteen with my group of friends in the morning, to chat and play, eating at the carteen after school and sharing stories, study together and playing tricks on teachers....It was so fun. Now, I am goin to enter the next chapter of my life and i will always remember those fun time i had while moving on to make new friends in poly, learning new stuff and having new experiences in life.

Long time no see....

2005-04-11T12:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i went to malaysia to attend my grandma's 70th birthday dinner. My dad drove us there and the jorney was tiring and long, but it was worth it, cause i get to see my 2 favourite cousins.We chat alot and have a fun time. The dinner was great, we've got the famous "buddah jump over the wall" as one of our dish. everyone have their own share...yummmy yummy. As one of my cousin is selling some madicure product, all the young girls gathered around her to see her demostration on my aunt's finger nails....It was lovely! I want to buy them all!!!!

Hi...I'm back!

2005-03-18T06:43:00.000+08:00

the food was delicious! but all like jumbo size, i eat until i gain 1.5kg....(AWwwwwww)Hong Kong is really a shoppers' paradise, it would be a very nice to shop there if i got bring alot of money....There very cold, 13 degree C.
Got back this morning at 1 am...

Hong Kong here i come....

2005-03-04T04:35:00.000+08:00

Dad is happy with both my brother's and my result so he decided to bring the whole family to Hong Kong during the march holiday!Can't wait to shop through the streets of Hong Kong!not forgetting the delicious food...yummy.

Hip Hip,hooray!

2005-03-02T03:01:00.000+08:00

Hipee, I have passed my 'O'level with some flying colours. I am glad that I had not disappointed my parents and I could go into poly, into the course I liked.
However, once again, I will be lonely again. My two befriends had not done so well in their 'O's and they may not be able to make it to poly. I don't want to be seperated with them...I guess not every good story have a happy ending. All the common interests and dreams we had shared together are now gone due to a small pink slip of paper that determine our future.
Now, I just want to pray hard for them and wish them well...I will sure going to miss them so much.

Feeling so sad right now...

2005-02-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know what happened to me suddenly, i just feel sad.It's probably because my results are coming our this coming monday and i am nervous. I hope to get good reslt for my 'o' level and make my parents proud. I wish to be with all my friends and had a bright future. However, whenever i thought of it, i also can't help but think of my quail again. Suddenly, i felt like there was no one or nothing that could cheer me up. In the past, my quail was the one that i turned to when i am sad or bored. but now, i feel so empty. I know that i should have get used to that days without her,however,i can't...

Many days since chunchun passed away, life has to go on...

2005-01-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

It's been a week or two since my dear chunchun had passed away, but while, life has to go on... It's a beginning of a new year and what has happened in the past has to be forgotten.It's what everyone of us expriences in life. What is done cannot be undone, so in this new year, we all will have a new beginning. I hope that i wouldn't do something that i would regret later in my life and spend my life to the fullest. So, my friends, let's all celebrate this new beginning in our lives together!

My beloved Pet Quail Chunchun had passed away

2004-12-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

i am so sad right now, my chunchun had passed away just this afternoon.However, i am glad that she died in a peaceful manner and I got to see her one last time before she left this world. I will miss her as she has really left a very deep impact on me and my loved ones. I prayed that god would bring her along with him to heaven as she was a good "girl". She had turned me into a responsible and caring person. Hope that she's happy up there and was enjoying her time with all the quails in quail land.

3 more days to Christmas!

2004-12-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

I am happy and excited right now, christmas is coming...I hope that this year's christmas would be a little different like last time. I would like to have a magical christmas and have my family and friends with me.
To Erika, Jeysita, Aliyah and Johara:
hope that u guys are enjoying your christmas holiday as well. My christmas wish for this year would be that all of us will remain friends for the next 10 or even 50 years. So don't forget me hor!

blog invaded !

2004-12-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

hehe... its erika here. I have invaded michelle's blog. \^o^/ Not to worry, i'm here only for a short while, just to help her fixed some html codes and install snow script.
*leaves footprints* ---> Erika was here! =D

An Swan is born!

2004-12-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, my very own blog has been created!